Sitting alone in front of the big screen, in the middle of a dark theatre, she was watching a movie, a fun stupid comedy...she couldn't stop herself to laugh sometimes or to smile sarcastically on the absurdity of some scenes...suddenly tears started to drop from her beautiful eyes, she couldn't stop herself, she couldn't hold her heart, her memories came back to her again… it hurts soo muchh...she looked around her, searching for him,longing for a hug, but he wasn't there...He Had Left , maybe forever....
"Ohh memories, why can't i jus move on? why don't u leave me alone" she wondered, she remembered this boring day at work, in July, everything had no sense, but he had been there, he had made her days better, her life better...in the cruelty of this loneliness, she remembered that long sms he had sent her that day, jus after she had left her office, it says:
” IF YOU DROP ME, I WILL BREAK.IF YOU HOLD ME, I WILL SHAKE.IF YOU CALL ME, I WILL HURRY.IF YOU NOT CALL ME, I WILL WORRY.IF YOU HURT ME, I WILL CRY.IF YOU FORGET ME I WILL DIE”
when she had read this she had jus smiled, but in the middle of this darkness, alone, she felt this long sms, described exactly what she was trying hardly to hide inside..."That's ironic, she murmured, i wish i can send him the same long sms", but she couldn't, she didn't know where he is, what he is doing, if he still thinks of her...she still hopes he will come back n as usual she wants to ask him millions n millions of questions…
In our life, we meet a lot of people, some of them r bad, some r good, but they all, teach us a lesson, they can stay with us forever, or leave us... in a lot of times we can’t understand why things hav turned out this way, why it has abruptly ended like this, why we r left alone in the middle of a big confusion , why silence can become soo cruel….why n why??, a lot of whys…but no answers…maybe sometimes, we should try to forget all the whyss, and cherish the moments we hav spent together, after all we still hav memories...
"Ohh memories, why can't i jus move on? why don't u leave me alone" she wondered, she remembered this boring day at work, in July, everything had no sense, but he had been there, he had made her days better, her life better...in the cruelty of this loneliness, she remembered that long sms he had sent her that day, jus after she had left her office, it says:
” IF YOU DROP ME, I WILL BREAK.IF YOU HOLD ME, I WILL SHAKE.IF YOU CALL ME, I WILL HURRY.IF YOU NOT CALL ME, I WILL WORRY.IF YOU HURT ME, I WILL CRY.IF YOU FORGET ME I WILL DIE”
when she had read this she had jus smiled, but in the middle of this darkness, alone, she felt this long sms, described exactly what she was trying hardly to hide inside..."That's ironic, she murmured, i wish i can send him the same long sms", but she couldn't, she didn't know where he is, what he is doing, if he still thinks of her...she still hopes he will come back n as usual she wants to ask him millions n millions of questions…
In our life, we meet a lot of people, some of them r bad, some r good, but they all, teach us a lesson, they can stay with us forever, or leave us... in a lot of times we can’t understand why things hav turned out this way, why it has abruptly ended like this, why we r left alone in the middle of a big confusion , why silence can become soo cruel….why n why??, a lot of whys…but no answers…maybe sometimes, we should try to forget all the whyss, and cherish the moments we hav spent together, after all we still hav memories...
6 comments:
slt
vraiment je ne sais pa koi dire car c tres difficile de.... mais se ke je px dire c "on oublie vite les absents "
salut ilham
well, i don't know, if "on oublie vite les absents" is always true, cause it's very hard to forget the absents we hav liked, loved, cherished...i think it depends on the person, some absent people r forgotten easily but others maybe u will never forget... it's true that the first days of a separation r so hard, and time easies the pain, but i don't think it makes u forget cause memories r always there n they were always remind u of these absent people...
Cheers:)
Mysterize
euuhh, koi dire 7ou7ou mai g bcp aimé ton article. les memories, c tt c ke prouve k ns sommes des human being. mais on garde en général ke les mauvais souvenirs et c dur davantage de la faire. C t mon cas 7ou7ou et g senti, en lisant ton article, k tu parlai d en partie de moi. :)
bon, koi dire encore, t superbe et j t fai un bisou.
helo sis,
really i was touch by ur article. Memories are very special, bad or good whatever, cuz it reflects theperson we ar and our identity.
While reading ur article...a lot of memories came back to my head. memories of my childhood, of friends i didn't met for a long time,of some persons i will not forget....
i hope the next years will be full of good memories...becauz at the end of our lives its all what left to us.
thank u for refreching my memory :).
waiting for more articles ;)
cheers:)
hi dear ihsane
you know when i read your article i feel that i'm the person whom you talk about.
i've been in this situation many times.it's too hard to forget someone with whom you've shared a lot of memories and events...but if the other had forgotten,you have to continue alone and to say may be an other day i will meet someone who deserves my frindship my love and my loyalty
as you said we still alive so we will have more moments of happiness to share with others
thanks a lot and waiting for more.
nadia
hi nadia..
congratulation for ur new blog...good luck:)))
yes, memories are part of us, but sometimes we should move on when people jus leave, we don't have to bind all our life to the past, we better look to the futur and open up to all opportunities, life is full of better moments, n maybe the best is yet to come...
Cheers:))
Mysterize
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